protes hati ana...

kalau diulah si tempang cacat, tiada didengar walau saorang,
cuba diulah si angkuh bermahkota darjat, tentu ramai duduk tersengguk mendengar butir bicara yang entah apa
kalau didiam..dikata pengecut,
kalau ditegur..dicemuh pengkhianat b***sat,
nah anak bangsa, apa mahu kalian?
menjadi si bodoh sombong yang sedar-sedar dicucuk hidung lalu ditarik ke sana kemari?
lembu pun tahu mendengus marah,
kalian pula suka diperlakukan sedemikian?

cuba jelaskan jika apa yang ana katakan ini salah. jika apa yang ana luahkan ini silap.

-kakyung-

Dia Bulan Aku

Aku berlari-lari keseorangan di padang tandus

Mengejar cahaya yang berada dikejauhan ditemani gelap malam

Cahayanya masih jauh namun aku mulai merasa lelah

Aku jatuh terduduk lalu bangun kembali

Lutut mulai menggigil

Cahaya yang terang tadi semakin suram...jauh meninggalkan

Tanganku masih cuba menggapai..menggapai cahaya pengharapan

Cahaya kebahagiaan

Cahaya yang selama ini dicari-cari

Menitik darah ditumit

Luka menjejak duri-duri beracun..bisanya semakin dirasai

Terjelepuk aku ke tanah

Peluh membasahi segenap tubuhku

Pandangan mataku berpinar

Cahaya tidak lagi kelihatan..melainkan bulan yang setia menemani

Bulan yang senantiasa mengasihani

Bulan yang menaruh harapan agar aku memandang ke arahnya

....Berlari mengejarnya

....Memberi pengharapanku padanya

Aku mulai tenat

Air mata tiada henti mengalir

Bulan menunjukkan kepada aku bintang-bintang

Bintang-bintang berkerlip dan tidak pernah berganjak

Bintang-bintang yang sentiasa disitu

Walau sinaran matahari menyilau pandangan

-kakyung-

The Blabber

I received an email a week ago requesting me to attend an interview in PJ. I saw the advert for the job posting and I was really interested with the remuneration package. So what the heck..I decided to go for it.

So I went to the recruitment agency office (yes it is an application through agency) and started to fill up all the details (which are mostly in my CV duhh)...and 10 mins after I submit the form the person calls my name for the interview.

As usual..they told us to give a short introduction of ourselves...working experience blablabla until this question came up...

Miss J: Would you consider to go into customer service line? Helpdesk?

Me: Yes I would.

Miss J: You are required to work in shift and most probably working on the weekends. Do you have any problems with that?

Me: I don't mind.

Miss J: Are you sure? Because the shift hours will makes you sometime don't have enough sleep and to deal with customers is not an easy task.

Me: I really don't mind and it is understandable. To be honest if the salary is up to the standard I would consider.

Miss J: Do you own a transport?

Me: Yes

Miss J: A car?

Me: (no. an lrt! of course a car) Yes.

I gave her an uncomfortable look but not so obvious. Still trying hard to smile.

Miss J: So you will not mind to drive to Shah Alam or Cyberjaya from Cheras?

Me: Yes I don't.

Miss J: But you said you quit your previous job in Shah Alam because of the location...too far...

Me: As I explained earlier..previously I DON'T HAVE A TRANSPORT. And now I do. I had to use ktm and the service is really poor..so...

Miss J: Oh ok. So you don't have any problems to go to customer service...blablabla..

she is really trying to intimidate me by explaining all those bad experience I've long heard from my friends

Me: Miss, I REALLY DON'T MIND..I've heard all sorts of customer complaints from my friends since they are in the industry...doesn't have to go back home and cry about it. It is understandable and I will absolutely adapt to that kind of environment...honestly..for me...it is all about the money...again..if the salary is not as much as the working requirements...I wouldn't want to consider it at all...If the job required me to work for 12hrs and to work on the weekends all that matters to me is how much they are willing to pay...

then I gave that determination look over the confident look with my hands flying up in the air trying to make Miss J understands what I meant.

Miss J: Ok. Thats all. I will give you a call once you are selected.

and there goes my chance. stupid mouth.

-kakyung-

Business Trip 2010 - Delhi

I was in Delhi for about a week from 18th - 23 October 2010 to attend a Pilot Workshop of Knowledge Management.

I had fun attending the workshop(though it was tiring since we have to use our brain all the time) and it is very useful to what I am doing. Delhi sightseeing on the last day is also an eye opener for me. A very beautiful city. A mixed of ancient time building with a modern twist I would say. Originally I wanted to go to Agra, to visit Taj Mahal. It will take me 4 hours on the road and since I travel alone the cost is quite expensive, around 4000 rupees(RM285). I would not have enough time to travel to Agra, visit Taj Mahal and return to Delhi for my flight. So I decided to go for Delhi sighseeing(recommended by the participants of the workshop).

I was not expecting anything.

My first stop is Lotus Temple


Lotus Temple is the temple for the Bahai Faith people. Nice view from the outside, but a simple decor on the inside.

Next is Humayun Tomb. Humayun Tomb is a really big place. I was not aware of it until I walk passed the second gate!This is the very first view of the place. So I was like...okay this will maybe take me an hour to complete.


And then I walk pass gate after gate after gate.



Until I saw this building.


Exactly like Taj Mahal! I took at least 2 and half hour to complete all the buildings. My tour guide told me usually people will take 4hours at least to have a good look at everything.

The next stop is Purana Quila.

More or less the same style of buildings. It really shows the islamic architectural structure.

Finally the India Gate

I had fun in Delhi. After all the brainstorming sessions, the sightseeing trip really gave me something I have never expected to see at all. The Incredible India!

-kakyung-

kakyung dengar tak ni??!!!

Dia suatu petang yang indah...
Aku duduk melayan cerita korea di tv..tiba-tiba aku terdengar adik ke-7 aku memanggil...

Hariz: Kakyung....Hariz nak cerita ni...
Aku: Ha cerita ajelah aku dengar

Adik aku ni pun mulalah bercerita...blablablabla

Hariz: Kakyung!

Aku yang tengah syok tengok tv pun terpandang la kat adik aku yang sorang ni...

Aku: Ha ape dia?
Hariz: Dengar tak Hariz cerita ni?
Aku: Eh, alamak...aku tak fokus la...ko cerita balik....

Hariz: Ha macam ni......kakyung!!

Adik aku jerit kat aku bila dia nampak muka aku dah start nak paling tengok tv instead of tengok muka dia...

Aku: Ha ye aku dengar ni...

Hariz: Kawan Hariz yang sorang ni.....

Muka aku nampak macam tak fokus tapi aku dengar...

Hariz: Kakyung! dengar tak ni??!!

Budak ni pegi jeritnya kekuat. Sabo jelah...

Aku: Ye aku dengar ni.....

Dan Hariz pun berceritalah dengan aku sampai habis...

Itulah dia masalah aku...kalau ade mende lain yang aku lebih fokus...mende lain susah nak amik 'fokus'/'attention' untuk mende lain...tu pasal family aku..kalau diorang nak bercerita something dengan aku...selalu je diorg jerit...

KAKYUNG DENGAR TAK NI??!!

-kakyung-

Kau tak guna?

scene: makan malam
suasana: di meja makan sambil tengok tv
menu: eh sibuklah nak tau
kehadiran: Mama, Abah, Aku, Muna, Hariz & Ili

Aku: Kakyung macam kenal la pelakon Korea tu. Dulu pelakon bebudak sekarang dah besar dah ek

Muna: Aah...dia memang pelakon dari kecik kakyung. (Sambil menggigit sotong goreng)

Abah: Budak tu dulu berlakon cerita korea yang kalau tajuk bahasa melayunya "Kau tak guna"

Aku: Apa bah?

Abah: Nama cerita tu "Kau tak guna"

Aku: Ganasnya tajuk...

Abah: Budak yang lagi satu tu pun abah selalu tengok juga

Abah ku peminat cerita korea dan filipino harap maklum (Pengako Sayo cerita feveret dia tatahan nih)

Aku: Ha dia berlakon cerita apa pulak?

Abah: Hurmm abah tak ingatlah...rasanya....

Mama: "Kau berguna?"

Bwahahahahah sumer ketawa cam siot....mama buat lawak sepastik daaaaa

Abah terkulat-kulat kene sekali ngan mama...selalu dia kacau mama...

Mama apo laie...senyum banggo la!!

-kakyung-

24

Hoho berabuk blog aku nih...ada febreeze utk cyberspace tak? hehe

Aku busy giler sejak tukar keje ni.. lot of things to catch up since I'm new...

Anyway...dah bertambah setahun lagi umur aku. I'm officially 24 years old on 25th December. Yea yea I know..orang dah nak masuk new year...dah ada resolution baru segala bagai...aku baruuu nak menginjak masuk..every year pun macam tu...

Apa-apa pun...bersyukur pada Allah kerana memanjangkan umurku..alhamdulillah :D

Tahun ni tahun yang agak membanggakan bagi aku...juga tahun yang tak dinafikan keperitannya tapi ada 'twist' dengan a lot more of happier occasions.

Aku macam nak go on dengan resolusi aku untuk tahun depan but then...I think I wanna save it for tomorrow's post.

Till then...

Salam.

-kakyung-