Research - Anti Social

Unaware of what will I encounter and the emotional involvement, yesterday I decided to go to the movie by myself. I know maybe some of you 'been there, done that' but I personally thought at first it might be a fun experience so why not?

Straight after working I went to midvalley..alone. Priority one is actually to go to money changer where i had this informer of mine said the rate is very low so i might get a competitive rate. Which is not really since i need to change to rupiah 1mill rupiah = RM347 which a friend of mine just came back from Jakarta said she changed for RM345...ok nevermind...I changed it anyway. blablabla...

Sooooo....I went to the cinema to buy a movie ticket. The plan is to not 'plan' so I was plain enough to not expecting to see any movie in particular. Be it the newly open Terminator Salvation or the 'willneverseethistypeofmovieincinema', Syurga Cinta (which I happen to have the free tickets huhu). I bought I Love You, Man movie ticket. The seat was strategically good and they only had 1 left..hurm my luck!

Went for 'sightseeing' to waste the time while waiting for the movie at 9pm. Walking pass the shop lots with big 'Sale' sign I am suprisingly not tempted to go inside the many shop lots. Why is that so? Not so sure myself. Bear in mind yesterday was 3rd day of the month...I still have my salary intact hehe...

Ok here comes the hard part, everywhere I went, it's hardly to find another 'loner' which is quite interesting to know coz here in Malaysia I believe we are still in our togetherness way of thinking which in contrary for Japan that they tend to do things by themselves. Then I did what I do best, observe.

Observing has been my passion lately. Don't get me wrong, I will not sit, do nothing and just simply do the observing thingy. What I mean is, to have this 'question' and simply try to find from observation process.

I am in a rare situation, to be the opposite character. I am usually the havoc, groupy time. And now I'm the solo-goer. Just for the night hahaha...

For when its with the 'girls', my younger sisters or friends I am sure I'll be like huhahuha type..don't really care when people is looking, or sometimes doesn't really remember we're not the only group inside the mall. For now, the opposite side, I realize there are a lot more things rather than 'ours'. What I mean is..I realize there's so much things inside the mall rather than only shop lots and so on...It struck me that I never realize a lot of things before...such a simple observation end up me realizing a lot of things...I should do this often hehe

By the way....a loner is definitely not me...no matter how much i laugh while watching the movie..it will never be the same as watching it with my bestest friends...family...etc....I can't live like that..I thought it'll be fun..but i guess..I'm wrong

The hypothesis: Fun experience
The Outcome: Absolutely not!

-kakyung-

Temperature 198 Fahrenheit!!

Ok aku tipu....aku x rasa sampai tinggi tu 'suhu' aku sekarang
tapi cemaner tah...aku terasa sampai macam tuh la 'kepanasan' aku sekarang ni

orang kata..."nak buat baik pun ada dugaannyer"...selama ni aku cam tak amek kesah pun....
yerla takkan buat baik pun orang bleh syak wasangka ataupun sangka kita ni ada niat lain ye dak?

hari ini dalam sejarah.....
barulah aku paham maksud...ish2 lems tol aku ni

agak terlambat aku paham maksud tu....walhal(cewah...cam karangan spm la pulak)
dah sedebik dua dah aku kene..geram dowh...
susah jadi aku ni rupanya...(cewah lagi)

macam biasalah detail memang aku takkan habaq mai kat hangpa kan...tok diri sendiri ja la
kang jadik lagu lain plak aih kalo dok habaq pi semua....kalut2
aku ni kan...makin hari makin keras hati aku rasa
makin hari rasa makin kebal muka aku ni
muka tak de perasaan...kekadang cam tak de expression(eh bukan sama maksud ke? lalala~)
biasalah membe2 aku kekadang sampai takot nak tego....muka ego x bleh blah
abeh tu...macam mana tak jadi cenggitu dok 'kena' kiri kanan...harus aku jadi lagik kematu gamaknye

p/s: takut lama2 nanti dah tak pecaya kat orang je la

-kakyung-